Carnegie Hall

The great comedian Jack Benny was fond of telling a joke about Carnegie Hall.  “How do you get to Carnegie Hall?”  The answer: “Practice, practice, practice”

The same is true with photography, or for that matter anything that takes work to get better at. The Internet is flooded with millions of photographs that are … well, not very good, because they are not what was originally in the mind’s eye of the photographer when the picture was made.

That is not an indictment of the pictures or those who took them. What I am trying to say is that it doesn’t always work out as intended, even with the best of intentions.
Ansel Adams said, “Twelve significant photographs in any one year is a good crop.” Think about that for a moment. Adams made thousands of images most of us would die for, yet very few made the cut. We all want more than a dozen a year but lets be honest with ourselves; are they really good, or in other words are they truly what we had in our mind’s eye when we made them?

What will give you or me a fighting chance to get to the Promised Land? Well guess what; before you hit pay dirt you need to kiss a lot of frogs, or make a lot of pictures, unless you have the special gift that most of us don’t have.

We all lead busy lives so I am going to go out on a limb and say that if you can’t be constantly out and about with your camera you need to keep your head in the game. Most of us work and have many obligations that somehow get in the way of what we want to be doing. I try to keep my head in the game when not photographing or being in my darkroom by reading as much as I can, looking at books by photographers I admire, practicing indoors without film in the camera or going to exhibits like the recent stupendous Paul Strand retrospective at the Philadelphia Museum of Art (I went twice in one week!). Sometimes I also go to an equally bad exhibit at a local gallery (seeing this type of thing encourages me to press forward with my own vision!).

Anyway, after I seriously got interested in making photographs as a teenager not many of my attempts were very good. But I kept on trying, kept going places with my camera. I am sure it helped that not having much money forced me into using only one camera with one lens. Yes I progressed beyond the Brownie, Instamatic and Argus, moving on to a Konica fixed lens rangefinder and eventually reaching the promised land … a new Honeywell Pentax Spotmatic with 50mm f1.8 lens! Yes, all those papers I delivered finally paid off!

Somehow I think that simplicity of the one camera/one lens philosophy can give you a better opportunity to “put yourself in the picture” as some have described it (I hope to talk about this more in another entry). I think this is a good strategy, at least until you reach a certain level of accomplishment. In any case, it took me about three years until I finally made a photograph that looked to me how I truly envisioned it to be in my mind’s eye.

Pay dirt!

So I had to make a lot of pictures…kiss a lot of frogs. I got better results the more time I put into it and the more images I made. By the way, the same was true of my darkroom skills (more on that at another time). I am not saying that it takes everyone as long as it took me. Maybe I am picky, who knows, but the point is that “practice, practice, practice” equals fun, fun, fun and results, results, results. So don’t sit around thinking about it, buying more gear or spending excessive time on the forums. Make images, some of which will be “keepers” and be meaningful to you!

Wright Morris, Photographs and Words

Recently I was in a little used bookstore in Fredericksburg, Virginia and saw a copy of one of my favorite photography books, Photographs and Words, by Wright Morris. I thought my son might enjoy it so I picked it up for a great price! Morris was a great writer and photographer who pioneered the concept of the “photo-text” in the 1940s, combining his photography with his writing to tell a story. His photo-text books included The Inhabitants, The Home Place and God’s Country and My People.

The Friends of Photography published Photographs and Words in 1982; it focuses on Morris’ wonderful black and white photographs of rural scenes, interiors and found objects taken in the Midwest during the late 1930s through 1950. This was an intense period of photographic exploration for Morris. After this time he focused mostly on his writing. What makes this book so special is that you have both wonderful images from the American heartland, made at a time seemingly long past, as well as a fascinating introductory essay by Morris that discusses his photographic life. It’s amazing how fascinating pictures of common objects such as eating utensils, the contents of a dresser drawer or old coats hanging on a wall become through Morris’ acute vision. Because Morris was such an accomplished photographer and writer it adds up to wonderful combination!

While Morris is probably remembered more for his novels and essays, he was a great photographer! This monograph is truly enjoyable and I look at it often.

Ansel Adams, Examples: The Making of 40 Photographs

Ok, if you don’t know who Ansel Adams is or have never seen any of his work, please immediately shut down your computer and run to the nearest library or bookstore! There is no denying he is one most important photographers of the 20th Century. I have many of his books and have been fortunate enough to see his photographs in the flesh on a number of occasions (I was also fortunate enough to step onto the hallowed ground that is his darkroom!!). I picked this book first for several reasons: (1) it contains a selection of 40 terrific and iconic images, many that are rightfully famous and a few less well known; (2) the reproductions are beautiful; and (3) Adams is a great writer; he eloquently describes the circumstances surrounding the making of each photograph, as well as some useful technical information such as negative size, film and lens used and printing paper to make the final print. Almost like taking a photography workshop from the Master himself!

What is so important about this book is that you look at each photograph and then read what he was thinking about when he made it, why he decided to make it and why it was meaningful to him. Furthermore you learn about the trials and tribulations in producing the final results and that not all satisfied him. Not all was easy in making them, either due to personal error, limitations in the materials he used or other reasons. It turns out that he was human just like the rest of us! Finally you find out that he often modified his printing approach for certain important images as time went by. Remember, it was Adams that said, “the negative is the equivalent of the composer’s score, and the print the performance.” So true!

I have read this book many times, finding it both informative and inspirational. In my opinion, it is an essential book in any photography library.

What’s on My Bookshelf?

I have a fair amount of photography books for two reasons. First, I like to visit used bookstores, and second, I enjoy looking at them and learn something while doing it. Owning monographs is the next best thing to owning original photographs, especially if the book is nicely printed. But I think there are additional benefits to owning books of a photographer you admire, most notably the opportunity you as the viewer gets to see a particular body of work and how the pictures relate to one and other.

My intent here is to periodically feature books I own and particularly like, that you might also enjoy. Don’t expect formal book reviews; there are others that specialize in doing that. Rather I will present a few reasons why I like the book and think it’s a good one to have on your shelf. Some selections you may be likely familiar with, others maybe not so much. Please note that they will be randomly selected so the order I present them has no significance whatsoever. So here goes! First up, Ansel Adams: Examples, The Making of 40 Photographs.

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My Agnecolor Processor

When I was young, if you were serious about color you had to shoot Kodachome 25. Even Paul Simon had a song called Kodachrome! Underexpose of about one half stop or so for even more saturated color!!! I was able to get a used Agnecolor laminar flow processor in the late Seventies to make Cibachrome prints directly from color slide film. Funny thing is that when I finally got it all set up, bought all the funky chemicals and the necessary paper, and made a few prints, I realized that I really didn’t like color very much; it sort of reminded me of post cards.
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Never Abandon a Friend — My Sink and Its Resurrection

After we bought our house in the late Eighties we finished our basement and as part of the project the contractor was able to construct a separate space for a darkroom. What was so exciting was that for the first time I was going to have running water! Beyond having the small plastic sink located in the space, I would now have the opportunity to have a real darkroom sink my printing trays (and eventually a Jobo processor) could easily fit in. After considerable thought I decided I wanted a ten-foot sink that would easily accommodate a number of 16×20 trays.

Of course I wanted a stainless steel sink and in the late Eighties before the digital onslaught they were expensive, even when used. The price – – about $3000! Not even remotely possible! I informed my wife of the price and she promptly informed me that we couldn’t afford it. Then I told her I would build one out of wood. Her immediate response was laughing derision. She was familiar with my skillset so it would be better if we found the money for the stainless steel sink. She said at least it wouldn’t leak. Yes I had never built anything of any significance and even the small jobs were pretty much of a joke. I was aware of this. I love being told the obvious by the one I love.

So what was I to do? The only thing possible, given the perceived gauntlet that had been thrown down – BUILD A LARGE WOODEN SINK! Locate some plans. Check! I found a great book that I recommend to anyone considering a darkroom, “Build Your Own Home Dark-Room”, by Lista Deren and Will McDonald, Amherst Media (still available used). Purchase all the requisite materials and necessary tools. Check! Proceed to build it. Check! Yes, it wasn’t completely perfect, and it took a lot longer than I thought it would take to build, but damn it, it held water and even drained as it should!

There was only one problem that I didn’t think about then. I built it in the confined space of the newly completed darkroom and I soon realized that I would never be able to get it out the door, around the corner and up the adjacent stairs if we ever decided to move. No problem, I used it for twenty-five trouble free years and actually developed an attachment to the thing.

When we sold the house I promised the buyers I would get rid of the sink and cap off all the associated plumbing. Then I had another idea as improbable as my one to build the sink in the first place. I would saw both the sink and its base in half so it could be moved to Pennsylvania where it would eventually be put back together!

Again, my wife thought I was crazy, and after over thirty-five years of marriage she had the evidence to prove it. So what was I to do? Call me a sap but I wasn’t going to abandon it! So a good friend of mine brought a very frightening power tool over and together we were able to saw the whole thing in half. Well sort of.

The pieces were moved to Pennsylvania, and with the help of a kindly carpenter, who first laughed but then felt sorry for me, the sink was put back together again.

All’s well that ends well!

Keeping Your Head in the Game and My Escape from the Beltway

I lived in several suburban areas in the Washington, DC area for over thirty years and had a very interesting career. During a portion of it I did a significant amount of foreign and domestic travel that enabled me to make pictures in locations I would not normally be able to visit. All good, but I realized after a period of time that I really didn’t like living in the DC area any more. My kids were gone and for a variety of reasons I felt stifled. I know … a lot of people love it, so if I offend anyone, I apologize! But anyway, I had had enough. It got to the point where as much as I wanted to photograph, my desire to do so was loosing steam. I didn’t stop, but I did less and less and went into my darkroom fewer and fewer times. It was time to cut the cord and take a flyer!

But things don’t work out as easily as you always want them to so it was important to try to keep my head in the game in whatever way I could. And I think this important. For many reasons, it becomes difficult to photograph, either because of the demands of your job, or all that is involved in raising a family, or myriad other reasons. Somehow you need to keep your head in the game. Stay interested, keep trying to learn, find ways to motivate yourself so you are still trying to live a photographic life. Whether it is reading monographs of photographers that you admire, or going to exhibits at galleries or museums, or taking a workshop – it is critical to do whatever it takes!

I did some interesting things that worked for me, like investigating different cameras and formats. Yes I admit I like cameras as precision mechanical devices, but I continued to go to exhibits, read and study a lot, particularly through reviewing the magazines, monographs and newsletters I have in my photographic library and by doing research on the various Internet photography forums and websites. I also took a workshop very close to where I now live with Michael Smith and Paula Chamlee, and eventually assisted Michael during a weekend long printing marathon. It was while driving through Doylestown on route to the workshop that I discovered completely by accident exactly where I would like to live! I guess that can happen when you blindly trust your GPS rather than look for the fastest route! So by dumb luck I stumbled onto where I would be moving and doing what I wanted to do for the next phase of my life. It took me a couple of years to make it happen, but it did. And now that I visit the DC area vs. living there I have begun to think about it photographically again. Go figure!

So I did whatever I had to do to keep my head in the game, which ultimately led to me making a significant life change. I am not suggesting something this dramatic as a course of action for others, but what I am saying is don’t ever give up. Do whatever works for you to keep your head in the game so you will have a fighting chance to rekindle your photographic spark!

Mission Statement

My objective is to create a home for those who love black and white film photography and the black and white silver gelatin prints made from film – for those already using film cameras and working in darkrooms, but more importantly, for those that have yet to give these wonderful mediums a try.

My purpose is not to bash digital photography or processes, or for that matter color, be it digital or film based. By all means enjoy them. Rather, my purpose is to create an ecosystem for and community of those that are fascinated by something unique and wonderful that just won’t go away — black and white analog photography!

My hope is that I can share stories and my experiences, and by doing so to encourage those that are already using film and are making silver prints to continue doing both. I also want to encourage those that are shooting film but have yet to step into the darkroom to try it. Finally, I hope to demystify and remove the fear for those that have never tried or thought about trying black and white analog photography and printing. Simple and fun! Sounds like a good idea.

It’s a completely different world and world experience for those that wish to embrace it, as evidenced by the fact that a number of types of film and photographic paper remain and continue to come on the market. Even Leica recently introduced another film camera model to go along with the two others currently in production. And it comes packaged with a role of Kodak Tri-X black and white film!

The fact is that more and more people are going back to or want to try traditional photography and processes for a variety of reasons – for example, in my opinion it is hard to match the certain look and feel of a black and white film based silver image. Furthermore, as our daily lives seem to be dominated more and more by the omnipresent computer screen, black and white photographs made from film and printed using darkroom processes are a slower and more methodical means of creating something meaningful in a world that seemingly is rushing by at an ever faster pace. It’s a series of hand/eye/brain steps from the loading of film, to the development of the negative, to the emergence of the silver print in the developer, and finally to the mounting of the finished print that takes you to what I believe is a different, and yes, special place and completely different life experience.

The core of this site will consist mainly of entries I will write. I hope they will stimulate a conversation between us, all in support of making things entertaining and stress free — so that you will want to dip your toe, or better yet wade into the pool where the water is warm and fine.
Entries may consist of stories, discussions of processes, tutorials and in general, the things I am up to photographically that (I hope) will be interesting and fun to share. Embedded in the entries will be photographs I have taken, as well as audio streams or videos where I think they may shed light on what I am trying to convey and further our dialog together.

In addition to the core entries will be more detailed sections devoted to my gear and why I like it (not that it’s what is best for others!!), my darkroom, the books in my library that inspire me, a selected gallery of my photographs and notices of opportunities for meet-ups and workshops in Bucks County or possibly other exciting locations nearby.

In the end, I hope to create a meeting place for like-minded individuals that are drawn to the purity and beauty of the black and white analog process and final image created. To facilitate some thinking about what can be and provide some inspiration for those that need a push to keep going or just to keep their heads in the game until there is time to reengage. But most of all I hope to have some fun and hope you will too!

And so, with little fanfare, but with much hope, let the drums roll and the kazoos blow as I welcome you to Michael Marks Photography!