Quiet Time and Finding Inspiration

Recently I was reading a book written by a very learned religious scholar.  He spoke about how important it is to find the time at least once a day to “retreat to an intentional space for silence, solitude and listening to what is stirring in our hearts.”

It turns out I have been doing this for years.  For me it’s the walking I do by myself and now with my puppy every day. No music, no phone … nothing. But I could be sitting in the park, finding a quiet place in the library … it could really be almost anywhere.  My walks are a central part of my life and I’m out there unless it’s below 12 degrees (my wife’s rule, not mine!) or monsooning. The time I spend doing this is one of my most cherished and essential parts of the day. I think about many things … family, friends, new ideas for my business, all the other things I have to be thankful for, and of course photography.

What I try my best not to think about is the non-stop insanity that seems to be going on all around us on a daily basis. When one of those ugly thoughts pops up I turn my attention to something else. Plenty of time during the rest of the day to think about what makes me sad!

So when I am out there alone and with Sparky I begin to think about new ideas, places to go and pictures to make. Often I imagine photographs I have never made, but the more I think, the more inspired I become!  I also think about what I want to accomplish in my darkroom. I map out entire plans for projects to do, outings to take and prints to make. It is a very good and creative time, away from all the daily distractions we all have.

Every now and then we need something to inspire us to be creative and do the work we truly want to accomplish. We just can’t find the time to reach deep down inside ourselves to discover what it is we want to do and how to make it happen … in life … and art. We’re unable to “listen to what is stirring in our hearts”.

I’m lucky that many years ago I decided to make walking a central part of my life. I did it for the exercise, but soon realized that the miles I put in every day were the least of what I got out of my daily routine. I know that what I’m able to do is easier said than done for many. So what I am suggesting is that you find some way … any way … to carve out moments of quiet time each day, wherever and in whatever way works best for you … even if it’s just a few minutes. Use the time well. Doing so might just spark a whole new creative phase in life … and art.

WTF Moment

I celebrated my 64th birthday last week and of course it got me thinking about a scene in in the great American movie Risky Business.

Miles: Sometimes you gotta say “WTF” (this is a family website!), make your move. Joel, every now and then, saying “WTF”, brings freedom. Freedom brings opportunity, opportunity makes your future. So your parents are going out of town. You got the place all to yourself.

Joel Goodson: Yeah.

Miles: WTF.

Last time out I discussed my Two Hour plan and how I now felt much looser, less pressured, and more liberated.  I thought that others could benefit from the concept as well. What do you need to do in order to become fully liberated? I think Miles’ philosophy is sound and worthy of being followed, at least when it comes to photography. Think about it … we are always being told what galleries want, what the competition judges are looking for, that bigger is better, what camera to use, what format is best, what film to use, what developer, what paper to print on.

I am now at the point where I could care less about what the vast majority of people have to say.  I have had my WTF moment, and yes, it is bringing me freedom, which in turn will bring opportunity. Why? Because I feel completely unfettered to do whatever I want, whenever I want, and in a way I want to do it. The world is my oyster and with my Two Hourplan, it’s never far away!

This mindset isn’t a license to become lazy or to stop learning. It’s not a replacement for getting out and making photographs and then doing the very best you can in the darkroom to recreate your vision. Far from it! It is living yourphotographic life on yourcreative terms to produce what is truly important to youin a way that works for you. What a novel concept … doing your work unencumbered by what others think. WTF!

Two Hours

That’s the name of the new focus I have established for myself, and I am suggesting it might be one for you as well.  So what do I mean by Two Hours?  Glad you asked. Looking out for and discovering things of obvious and potential photographic interest that are within two hours of where I live. That sounds pretty vague but I actually think it’s a stroke of genius.  I can always be on the lookout for interesting and even bizarre and other out of the ordinary events to checkout. Or I can learn about things that are important to those I live near me and hang out with them. And guess what – it takes a lot of pressure off me concerning what to be photographing. Now I’m surrounded by all sorts of opportunities!

All of the sudden local news and nearby events become more worthy of note.  For example, over the past few months I have attended several protest events here in Doylestown organized and made up mostly of high school students (my faith in the young has been rekindled!), attended the annual Peace Festival put on by a local Quaker school here in Bucks County about 10 minutes from where I live (I felt like I stepped back into the Sixties), visited Ocean Grove NJ, a small community on the Jersey Shore founded by Methodist clergymen in 1869, and mingled with some strange rangers at the annual Zombie Walk held in Asbury Park.

So you might say I am pretty lucky to live where I do and that I have an unfair competitive advantage – Bucks County, Philadelphia, the Delaware River, New York City, the Jersey Shore, the Poconos … I could go on.  Yes it’s great, and I love living here, but I don’t think I am better off than anyone else. I truly believe that there’s always fertile opportunity wherever one might be if you’re open to it.

None of this means I have dispensed with specific projects. Far from it!  A benefit of the Two Hourplan is that with enough outings and results new themes demanding additional focus may emerge.

I never thought about this idea before, despite it being so utterly simple and obvious.  Now that I’ve had this news flash I feel much looser, less pressured, and yes, somewhat liberated. When I am out and about I feel more creative and have even more fun.  Consider the Two Hourplan for yourself. You might get similar benefits!

Making and Keeping a Print Recipe

When Zone VI was in business they sold something called a Print Recipe Form. The 1995/1996 Zone VI catalogue I have lists a pad of 50 for $5.75.  I used these for years until they were no longer made, then I modified one and made copies for myself.

Along with my Zone VI compensating enlarging and development, these pieces of paper are one of my most helpful darkroom tools. Why?  First, they assist you in methodically producing a fine print by forcing you to write down each step taken to get to the final result. Second, they allow you to memorialize those steps as well as other critical information, such as print size, brand of paper and grade (in the case of VC you could list filter grades, VC or color head settings, etc. – I use VC paper now, but as a longtime user of graded paper I list the “grade” I used, determined by matching information provided by the paper manufacturer with settings on my color head), enlarger height, lens aperture used, developer and time, dry-down percentage for the particular paper used, when the print was made, and what Fred Picker called the “goldilocks” factor.

You probably haven’t heard of the all-important top secret “goldilocks” factor have you. This is critical and it might change your life, so read on carefully.  Once you have done all your various manipulations (e.g., dodging and burning) you may still think there is something a little bit off that adding or subtracting a tiny amount of overall print exposure could fix.  For example, subtracting a tiny percentage of exposure may provide that necessary little bit of sunshine to the print that somehow was lost in the process.  And that’s all there is to it – another great tool in your bag of tricks!

I begin by making two test prints, usually using grade 2 and 3 equivalents. That is noted along with general exposure times next to the #1 rectangle (the chosen aperture is listed in the information section at the top of the form). The rectangles serve as your print “map”.  Next to rectangle #2 I list the grade I have settled on along with its exposure time. I can and often fine tune contrast later as needed. Starting with rectangle #3 and on I record the various manipulations I make.  For burning I draw several slanted lines in parallel to show the location of where I have done that in the print.  For dodging I draw several small circles to show the location of where I have done that.  If I decide to raise or lower contrast, that is recorded next to the associated numbered box.  Finally, I list the dilution of selenium toner I used and the amount of time the print soaked in that solution.

Now, since I have used my Zone VI Temperature Compensating Development Timer I smile and know that as long as I use the same paper and developer, all I have to do the next time I wish to make another print from this negative is follow the steps on my recipe and I will have an exact duplicate!

Each individual print recipe from a given negative is filed with the associated proof sheet related to the roll of negatives it came from.  The proof sheet is numbered and matches the number on the clear archival Mylar page that holds those negatives. It’s a good system that makes it easy to quickly find things, and most importantly, it works for me.

My guess is that you can find the original Zone VI forms on eBay from time to time.  Otherwise just go ahead and make your own based on what I use or whatever fits your requirements.  As when cooking important dishes, do keep a recipe. You will be happy you did. Trust me!

My Work to be Exhibited at the 2018 Photo Review 34th Annual International Photography Exhibition, University of the Arts, Philadelphia, November 9th – December 9th

I am very pleased to announce that my photograph Carousel will be exhibited at the 2018 Photo Review 34th Annual International Photography Exhibition, held at the University of the Arts in Philadelphia.  Sarah Meister, Photography Curator, Museum of Modern Art, New York juried this year’s competition, so I am very excited that Carouselwas awarded Fifth Place out of over 1900 entries.

The exhibition runs from November 9thto December 9th. If you happen to be in the Philadelphia area I hope you can join me at the Best of Show opening reception to be held on Friday, November 16th, 5 – 7pm.

September Photo Chat Get-Together

It’s hard to believe summer is over and fall is here in Bucks County. Time to schedule a Photo Chat Get-Together before leaves really start to drop.

That means it’s time to get together again to discuss our photographs with the ever-expanding group!

Yes, how about joining us and getting together to chat about our photographs and the stories behind them. What was your intent in making the photograph, what were you trying to say, was it a success? If you made your print, were there any particular challenges involved?

This is not a discussion focused on gear — the idea is to share insights, get constructive feedback, learn a few things, relax and make new friends!

Well, if this sounds interesting and fun, how about joining me in beautiful downtown Doylestown, PA, in the heart of scenic Bucks County, and we will get together over a cup of coffee.

Photographers of all levels are welcome.

Bring only a couple of prints to discuss. Obviously the prints should be Black and White and should be film based!

The get together will be on Sunday, September 30th, 10:00-11:30am at the Zen Den coffee shop, located at their new address on 41 E State St, Doylestown, PA 18901.

Email or call me at 215-348-9171 if you are interested. First come first serve!

I look forward to meeting you!

Time to Teach Again … Are You Keeping Your Head In the Game?

This week I start another semester teaching two photography classes at Delaware Valley University’s Center for Learning in Retirement. I also teach another class on a completely different subject and continue to work for myself.  Then of course there are the children and the grandchildren to see. In between all of this I find time to go out to photograph and make some prints of the keepers. Occasionally I’m able to listen to some music, which is another lifelong passion. All of which means I’m probably a little bit nuts! My wife tells me that with more frequency and she’s probably right. And speaking of insanity, there’s the puppy we got that turned our lives upside down this year.

The problem is I gain a tremendous amount of satisfaction from living a somewhat insane life.  One thing that gives me the some of most satisfaction is teaching my course called Living a Photographic Life. I’ve discussed this before. It came about as a result of the first entry I wrote for this site. The idea is to find things to do in order to keep our heads in the photographic game when life conspires to keep us from making photographs. But there’s another useful reason to go to all sorts of art exhibits, go to libraries and used bookstores to find great monographs, and get on line to discover a treasure trove of information. The reason is that we sometimes need a creative spark to reignite an interest to actually go out and make photographs.

So I love teaching this course for a number of reasons. I see my students learn new things and broaden their photographic horizons … or in some cases develop horizons that never existed before. Then there is getting them to go out to make photographs and have them printed so they can actually see what they look like instead of merely viewing them on their phones or pads. None of my students use film or go near a darkroom. But that doesn’t matter to me. All that matters is that I’m getting them excited enough about the possibilities so they will go out and do something.

What about you? I’ve discussed the value of a photographic project if your interest is waning or your just stuck. But I know there are some that can’t even do that in order to get motivated. Better to wait for the exotic trip next year that’s thousands of miles away. Ok, I can’t get in your head, but how about try keeping it in the game to continue learning and stay interested? Just perhaps something might spark your desire to pick up your camera, load some film into it and go out photographing.  Who knows, you might get inspired to find the time to go out again and even make some prints!

I’ve come to know a number of my students and have gained a tremendous amount of satisfaction from seeing what has resulted because they kept their heads in the game.

There’s a lot to see and learn about. Take the time to do it. You might just enter a new and rewarding creative phase!

Fred Picker, The Iceland Portfolio

I was thinking about places I would like to visit and photograph someday.  Iceland is one of those places, along with the Outer Hebrides and Ireland.  There are some others but those are the big three. Maybe it will happen, but if not I’ll survive. As I have mentioned elsewhere on this site I don’t get obsessed about going to exotic locations in order to find photographs to make, but there are places on this planet like Iceland that are changing rapidly for all the reasons we know.

So I was thinking about Iceland. A good friend of mine who happens to be a fine photographer once visited it and made some beautiful images. Recently my neighbor spent a week there, and I just got Michael Smith and Paula Chamlee’s beautiful two volume Iceland set … hand delivered over coffee with Paula herself!  That’s a lot of Iceland, which made me want to write about a little known and unique gem I am lucky to own … Fred Picker’s The Iceland Portfolio.

The Iceland Portfoliois just that … a portfolio of photographs made by Picker during 1974 and 1975. Originally the concept was to produce a book, but Picker’s publisher, Amphoto, decided to make a large format portfolio instead.  The result is a beautiful box containing 16 exquisite images made from the great Chip Benson’s half tone negatives and 300-line screen double impression lithography on 14×17 100 lb. stock. Between each print is protective slip-sheet. In 1976 this was state of the art, and the quality has withstood the test of time. The reproductions range from 6×8 to 11×14 in size.  Also included is a very nice introduction written by Ben Maddow. Only 1000 copies were made and each was numbered and signed by Picker. Mine is #277.

When first published, The Iceland Portfoliosold for $75.00. I think I got mine sometime in the Nineties from a used bookstore and I paid the same price. Now they fetch several hundred dollars. Perhaps enough people have gotten beyond the Picker bashing and have come to realize he could make wonderful photographs. The black and white landscapes produced from large format negatives are exquisite and well seen, suitable for framing if one wanted to do that. They were made in a time that feels so long ago. Not because I am much older now, but because both the world and we have changed so much. My guess is that much has changed in Iceland during the more than 40 years since these photographs were made.  Time doesn’t stand still and it has not treated the land and waters well in my view. One only has to look around to see that. I see it here in Bucks County where I live, just in the six years I’ve lived here. Right now there’s a fight going here in Doylestown to see if a large brightly lit 24/7 convenience store with 12 gas pumps will be what one first sees as they drive into town.

When I look atThe Iceland Portfolio I stop thinking about the monstrosity that will most certainly be built not far from where I live. I don’t think about the daily horror show that is the nightly news. Instead, I think of a better time in a different place that isn’t now. I’m reminded of the wonderful places I’ve lived or visited. It doesn’t seem like a distant memory so long ago.

There is something special and quite beautiful about The Iceland Portfolio.  Maybe one day you will be one of the lucky few that owns a copy.