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Living a Creative … and Fulfilling Life

I finally got Paul McCartney’s recently published photographic documentary 1964, Eyes of the Storm and his two volume The Lyrics.  These books now compliment his Paintings that I have owned for a while. Can’t believe I got Paintings for a buck at my local library’s fundraising book sale! So here’s something about Sir Paul that shouldn’t need a newsflash … he’s one creative guy!  Song writer, musician, singer, painter. Not bad at all.

Unfortunately we all can’t live the enchanted life he’s lived, if for no other reason a lack of a billion dollars give or take some millions. But that’s all right. I’ve written many times here about living a photographic life and I try to do everything I can to do just that.  But there’s more I want to do to live a greater creative life while still managing work, having time for my dear wife and family, maintaining friendships, being an audiophile and music lover, walking ten miles a day, and all the rest. That’s a lot for sure and I’ll be the first to say I think I’ve lived a pretty charmed life.  But I know I can make it even better … a more creative and fulfilling life.

First, I live my photographic life. I photograph, print, collect and read photographic monographs, run the Monalog Collective and travel the journey that photography has put me on, one that is almost 60 years and counting. I also love music, almost all kinds and I’ve been a serious audiophile since I was a teenager. My vinyl collection is made up of over 6,000 records and counting. I also read books and articles online. And I’ve been very lucky in my working life. I’ve only worked for those I wanted to and have done only what I believe in. Following this path has enabled me to spend time with my family, as well as my friends pretty much when I want to, and to do all the other things I love.  The choices I’ve made have led to earning less than I could have otherwise, but they’re choice I don’t regret one bit

I have a pretty fulfilled life, filled with great meaning and purpose, but now I want more. More creativity. I guess, I want to be more like Paul. And why not? I’ll turn 70 this year and although my new grandchildren approved policy is to tell people I’m 53 when asked, time is marching on. I know I can’t paint or draw; that’s one of the things what led me to photograph in the first place. But there is another creative thing I think I could do … learn to play an instrument. Afterall I have beautiful piano we bought when our kids were growing up. It sits in our living room, serving as fancy platform for family pictures to rest on. I’m pretty sure I could find a better use for it. I’ve also tried a few times over the years to pick up and learn how to play the guitar, always giving up because of all the other things I had going on. Well the time is coming baby … one instrument or the other … or maybe both!  What else?  I would like to write more. I actually write quite a bit beyond what you read here. For years I’ve written reports, studies, articles and even speeches. I’ve had a couple of book ideas I’ve thought about for a long time and probably could think of a few more. I’ve also always wanted to make a “photo-text” book like Wright Morris did. I think I can do all of these things when my working life slows down and maybe some of these things even if it doesn’t. I just need to make it so.

Writing all of this makes me very excited! I really mean it! I can have an even more creative and fulfilling life going forward. Even when I’m no longer working, I’ll find a way to keep involved in things that are important to me.  I’ll have all the creative stuff and the family and friend’s stuff too. And here’s the thing, all of this is mutually supportive.

My photographic life can only become better!! Damn!

Stay well,

Michael

A Bit About My Photograph … “Man in a Doorway, Paris”

Another Paris photograph? Guess so. This one was done in the early Eighties around the time I made Metro, Paris. I’m pretty sure I made it using a Leica rangefinder, but to be honest I can’t remember which model it was. If I had to take a guess, probably an M4-2.  Cash was still tight then and it was cheaper than an M2, M3, M4 or M4P. Most Leica people are pretty particular about their precious cameras and the M4-2 is not seen in the same league as the “classic” M2, M3 or M4, but it was and still is a great user camera!

I always took my camera with me on all the many trips I made to Paris for my government work, and always made sure I found some time to stroll around that incredible city. Even if time was short there was just so much to see that I would be hard pressed not to find something to photograph!  Skipping the taxis and metros when traveling in any great city is always a good idea. Not only to do get to make photographs, but all that walking allows you to eat very well and burn off the calories. This is particularly important when visiting Paris!

Anyway, I was walking around as usual.  Not sure where I was going and on my way to getting lost when suddenly I noticed a man sitting on the steps in front of a large old wooden doorway across the street. I have always been a sucker for doorways and have had a lifelong project capturing them, but it has been rare that I included anyone in those pictures. I quickly decided this could be something special so I immediately ran over before the gent might decide to get up and leave.  One problem … as I got over there people just seemed to show up out of nowhere … damn tourists and some Parisians were getting in my picture!

There wasn’t anything I could do, shooing them away wouldn’t help … they were tourists and Parisians!  And they were stopping to look at my picture! I waited around for a while, but things weren’t getting any better. Now I was starting to worry that I might get skunked if didn’t do something fast!  Adding to my anxiety was the fact that it wasn’t just anyone sitting in a doorway, but someone that clearly been around the block and looked very interesting. Maybe he had been a prizefighter at one point in his life because the contour of his nose seemed to go in several directions. But there was more! I also noticed that on the stone wall that made up part of the doorway next to where he was sitting were some very interesting graffiti drawings, including a crucifixion scene.

I had to get this picture and soon … crowd be damned! I wasn’t going to be defeated so I struggled to get as close as I could to capture the scene with my 50mm lens.  I maneuvered the best I could, lined things up, focused and tripped the shutter. I knew there were going to be people in the way, but it was the hand I was dealt, and so I hoped for the best.

Back at home looking at the proof sheet of pictures I had made, the scene of the man in the doorway stood out. Still only some serious cropping would save the day.  Of course in today’s digital world Photoshop would have solved the problem in a jiffy, but for me it is what it is and I am still very happy with my image.  Sometimes, all you can do is make the picture and hope for the best as I did. Sometimes it pays off!

Stay well,

Michael

What Goes Around Comes Around … In Photography … And In Life

Two weeks ago or so I received a request from a follower of this site who lives in Florida concerning the Heiland Split Grade printing system. I couldn’t offer much but I knew at least one person who could, my friend Gary in the UK.  I contacted him straight away and he agreed to lend a hand. Gary is a great guy and a terrific photographer, and I’m sure he’ll provide more useful information than bargained for on the ins and outs of the Heiland!

A few days later I had lunch with my good friend and photographer extraordinaire Paula Chamlee. I needed some help and advice regarding Monalog’s Visions of America project. I wanted to remunerate her for some curatorial help and we quickly agreed to at an extremely fair price for her time.  But Paula also offered to be available to provide other assistance as needed, as one photographer to another. Why? Because that is what good people do.  Thank you Paula as always! What goes around comes around!

The above having been said, I’ve met my fair share of absolute creeps in photography … either with egos the size of Texas or insecure needs to protect their “proprietary” methods … or sometimes both!  Maybe you have too. Perhaps what goes around comes around for them too.

All I can say is many thanks to all the truly caring, supportive and unselfish artists I’ve met on my photographic life journey. You have given without expectations for anything in return and the difference you’ve made is profound. I wish you all the best, with my sincere hope that what goes around will always come around for you.

Stay well,

Michael

Leica Sold 10 Times as Many Film Cameras in 2023 Than It Did in 2015

That’s the headline of a story that appeared on the British website Kismo Foto on January 4th. The story was based on a September interview of Leica CEO Andreas Kaufmann by the French website Phototrend. Turns out that Leica sold almost 5,000 film rangefinders in 2023 compared to the 500 they sold in 2015 and film cameras accounted for 30% of their rangefinder camera sales!!!

This exciting news follows last year’s announcement by Pentax that it is seriously exploring production of a new film camera that most certainly will be a less expensive alternative to Leica’s current offerings.

Of course there are tons of perfectly wonderful used cameras around looking for good homes, including original Lecia M3s and M6s, and they can be had for much less than the cost of current production MPs, MAs and M6s. But that’s not the point.  Look, it’s great that these beauties are available and people are buying all that can be made. And the more sold the better. But the other good news is that more and more of the used ones are being sold too, and in the case of Leica’s the prices are heading north.

What does all this mean? Film photography is growing!! That’s right baby!!! Recently, I talked to several owners of expensive digital cameras that are ditching them for real thing. And that’s not all. No they’re using black and white film … Tri-X to be exact.

So there you have it. Now, what are you waiting for?

Get yourself a film camera, new or used … and some Tri-X.

It’s the way it was meant to be.

Stay well,

Michael

My Interview with Gallery 270 Director Tom Gramegna!

I’m pleased to announce that The 21st Century Handmade Print: The Monalog Collective has been extended through March by popular demand at the Gallery 270 in Westwood, New Jersey!

The gallery is located within Bergan County Camera on 270 Westwood Avenue, Westwood, NJ and is open Monday through Saturday, 10am – 5pm.  For more immediate information the gallery can be reached at info@gallery270.com or by phone at (201) 358-5076.

But wait, there’s more!!  As part of the events surrounding the show, all of Monalog’s members, including yours truly were interviewed by gallery Director Tom Gramegna. It was a lot of fun and you can check it out below, but better yet come to see Monalog’s exciting work in person!

 

Stay well,

Michael

Gone But Never Forgotten

Well I never thought I would do it … and I even said I never would do it … but I did it.

A while back I wrote about my acquisition of what many consider the King and at a minimum, the Crown Prince of enlargers. What other than the Leitz Focomat 2C and 1C … the Leica’s of enlargers!  And I mentioned that my mighty Devere 504 with its diffusion color head wasn’t going to be going anywhere. More recently I penned a somewhat detailed user comparison with points to be considered when thinking about these noble machines.

I finally realized I had a difficult and complicated dilemma on my hands with three world class enlargers sitting on my work bench.  While there certainly was enough room for all of them, I felt cramped when printing. On the other hand, the Devere was like an old friend. I knew and understood it and didn’t have to think much about it when in use, except that it was my able helper. Always there when I needed it … always dependable. It also allowed me to use my Zone VI Compensating Enlarger timer with the color head, making everything so damn easy!  It really was the bee’s knees!  But here’s the thing … the bee’s knees was standing in the way of me using the Focomats, and if it remained in place I would probably only use them sparingly at best, and maybe hardly at all.

The easy solution would be to remove it from the darkroom and store it elsewhere. I tried that before and it didn’t last very long. I just couldn’t bare knowing it was sitting by itself, maybe even gathering dust. I couldn’t do it to myself or to my old friend! There was only one answer. Sell it. But not just to anyone. Only to someone I knew and respected … someone who would give it a good home and use it as it was meant to be used.

And that’s what I did. Turns out a colleague in Monalog that had purchased my Focomat V35 was interested. So I offered him a fair price with all the accessories and two extra enlarging heads I never used. I know I could have got more, but it didn’t matter. The price was agreed to and a couple of weeks ago we carried the Devere up the stairs, out the front door, and loaded it into his car.

I hope I did the right thing. Now I don’t have a choice but to use what many consider the King and Crown Prince of enlargers. I even located what may be one of the only surviving glass negative carriers for the 1C from Glennview in Chicago, and it should arrive sometime this week.

It’s like moving from the old neighborhood. You make knew friends. You never forget the old ones and maybe even get together and see them again. My Monalog colleague has offered to sell me back the Devere if I ever want and I can always come over for a visit. But now it is time to make new memories.

Stay well,

Michael

If You Can Get It and It Will Make You Happy, Get It and Enjoy It

I recently saw a YouTube video pertaining to my lifelong stereo hobby/obsession. The person was discussing his audio system and pointed out his very expensive speakers. When he heard them the first time he simply had to have them and subsequently pulled the necessary cash out of his retirement account to fund the purchase. He’s in his late seventies and the point was life is short … if it will make you happy and you can do it … do it. He did and has never looked back. Would he get similar enjoyment with lesser speakers? Sure, but that wasn’t the point.

It’s the same thing with cameras, lenses, and enlargers. If you’re convinced you need a current production Leica M camera with a 50mm Apo Summicron and can afford it, then why not?  Especially if having it will motivate you to make pictures and give you pleasure in ownership. Will it make you a better photographer? No. Will it allow you to make a better picture than a cheap and cheerful old 35mm Pentax, Minolta, Yashica, Canon, etc.? No, but that’s not the point either.

The point is … especially if you’re of a certain age … and in the words of Miles in the classic American movie Risky Business … “Sometimes you gotta say “WTF” (Author’s note: this is a family website!), make your move.” I’ve mentioned this seminal concept before and can’t recommend it highly enough … in photography … and life.

Just make sure you use whatever you get; don’t be a fondler.

Stay well,

Michael

A Bit About My Photograph … “Bear, Buffalo Zoo”

Here is another early photograph. I thought it would be fun to highlight this one, given my previous post … yes this picture makes me laugh!  I made it as part of a short project I did at the Buffalo Zoo when I was a teenager. The bears and other larger animals seemed to have some nice outdoor habitats to hang out in as long as it wasn’t freezing cold. Many others did too, but not all. The remainder of the photographs I made are not so cheery. Thankfully, zoos have come a long way in the fifty or so years since I made these photographs!

Most of the pictures I made were indoors, but in this case I was walking outside. I either had my Nikkormat or possibly my Nikon F2 with a 50mm lens, along with a rarely used 135.  I’m trying hard to remember why I bought that lens …I’m sure I got it used for a good price … I’m also certain my teenage mind was convinced I just had to have it. I don’t think I made many pictures with it, but was really glad I had it with me that day to make this keeper!

As I was meandering along the pathways that crisscrossed the zoo’s outdoor landscape it began to snow with those big beautiful flakes you hear about but rarely seem to encounter. As I came across the outdoor bear habit the snow started to come down harder … and there in the distance he was … in all his relaxed splendor!!

It didn’t seem like he was going to move anytime soon, but the way he was sprawled on the edge of the manmade rock cliff, lounging around with one lag hanging over the edge and the other with its enormous paw pointing right at me made me scramble to remove the 50mm as quickly as possible and attach the 135 in its place!  As the flurries came down, I quickly framed up the scene, took a meter reading, set the aperture and shutter speed and made the picture. One content and happy bear.

Every time I walk by this picture it makes me smile, and sometimes I have a little chuckle when I remember the moment I saw him that snowy day.

Stay well,

Michael