I think one of the biggest problems facing us in our photography is the pressure we put on ourselves, or the pressure that is subliminally or not so subliminally placed upon us – especially if we want to get our work out there. How do other photographers, photo enthusiasts and displayers of photography (e.g., galleries) perceive us? A related matter is the expectations they have and the ones you create for yourself concerning the work you have already done, as well as what you want to do in the future. Then of course, to compound this is the question of whether you are using the right format for the job and/or do you have too many cameras or format choices to make?
The result is the dreaded PHOTO ANXIETY! A terrible affliction for sure, only rivaled by the scourge of reality TV!
Perhaps the hardest problem to deal may be the easiest one to solve … that is ownership of too much gear created by GAS and photo paralysis, often created by far too many choices. I have discussed this affliction at length and I continue to simplify my gear and therefore my photographic life!
I have come to realize that for me, I can accomplish all I want to do with two 35mm cameras – a rangefinder and single lens reflex. In reality I could do what I want with just one – the single lens reflex, as I think it really is the great “all rounder” that can be used for literally any situation, except perhaps where the utmost quest is required – then a rangefinder is the better choice. If you have too much stuff and can’t stand the thought of parting with any of it, at least put it away in a drawer so it’s out of sight and out of the way!
A related matter is the use of too many films and which one(s) to choose? There are plenty of great black and white films to pick from. Select one or two for speed or grain size and move on!
Ok, on to the issue of how our so-called peers and others we want to impress perceive us. In short, don’t think about it! The only one you need to impress is you! You need to photograph what fascinates and moves you. Otherwise it’s just a job … and what you produce can become derivative … so what’s the point? Oh, but what if they don’t understand it, or don’t like it? WHO CARES … you need to be true to yourself! The rest will follow.
Finally, on to the issue of expectations – those of others, and the ones you create for yourself. This of course is related to the matter of perceptions. In short, don’t worry about what others may expect; it’s a waste of energy. The only thing that matters are the expectations you have for yourself. Sometimes they can be met, sometimes they can’t. Don’t set yourself up for obvious failure. Rather, we should all be striving to improve our skills, to see clearer and think more creatively, and to do those things that enable us to have a more photographic life. In other words, to move forward!
Do all of these things and you will no longer suffer from photo anxiety. Instead you will be calm, creative … and much happier!